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hoyden will follow the free tendencies of desire hoyden is a pill dropped in a glass of water hoyden is an illusion on a surface of memory hoyden is a finger resting on the controls of a broken machine hoyden turns as she pleases toward all horizons hoyden is perfect sadism, at least as a method hoyden is a beautiful chimera hoyden crouches to intercept shadows hoyden is not in the habit of saluting the dead hoyden will always find buyers hoyden is at most a thinking reed hoyden writes sad and ardent love letters hoyden is a door someone opened hoyden is a dark intention hoyden never waits for itself hoyden leaves an exquisite corpse

little cups

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Today I peed in a little cup. And I came out of the bathroom with a big grin on my face.
Not because I really enjoy peeing into little cups or have an affinty for sterile bathrooms (well, actually…) or because I had been doing the pee-pee dance for a while, but because each test I take, each cup I pee in, every needle poke I endure; I’m that much closer to achieving a certification to a job (where I get to have sleep deprivation, interrupted meals, blood and vomit projected onto me, yelled at, and exposed to a myriad of diseases) that has been a dream of mine for many years.

EMT training

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In a week and a half I start my EMT training.
I’m very excited!

I was thinking this morning about how before I’d moved here, I’m mentioned to my boyfriend (now ex) that I was considering getting out of IT and looking into Nursing.
He was not encouraging. Made noises indicating that he didn’t like the idea.
I have the unfortunate habit of giving boyfriend’s opinions a lot of weight, and kind of put the idea out of my mind … for a while.

After we broke up, I revisited the idea and realized that I was still excited about it. I went back to a subject that I’d considered many years ago: EMT training and starting looking into that as a real possibility. My friends are all terribly supportive and encouraging. It’s so refreshing!

Once I start school, razorgirls.org will regain focus and postings about my EMT training will crop up.
I will keep motorcycle and rkba sections, but the primary subject will be my present schooling.

I am looking forward to this. I have even started reading the text book. heh.
I wish that I could tell my pop.